The Epic of Gilgamesh is a highly refined nihilism,
which describes the development of humankind, from animal to god. Gilgamesh is,
as noted above, 2/3 part god and 1/3 human. The problem for him is not so much
the composition of his being, but the failure to understand and take use of his
possibilities as well as limitations. Gilgamesh wants to believe he is godlike,
and thus do not have to face death, sadness or loneliness, as those are parts
of the human fate. Therefore the gods decide to create Enkidu, as a mirror to
reflect Gilgamesh and show him the true image of himself.
By closely following the development of Enkidu, we
therefore also understand the development of Gilgamesh. Firstly Enkidu acts
like an animal: he drinks from the river together with the herds and protects
the animals from the hunters. When he has faced his true identity as a human
being, he begins to understand the possibilities of being human; solving
existential as well as practical problems, by finding an abstract idea and work
to achieve it, by acting upon the ideal. Finally, after Enkidu dies, he
realizes his actual limitation through mortality, and thus free his soul to
live forever in the underworld, where he discovers the concept of eternity as a
result of one's achievements during lifetime.
When examining these developments of Enkidu, we find
that they correlate to the three stages of man: 1) hedonism, or the time when
we're still so young that our focus and world view becomes centred around
ourselves and our animalistic behaviour, 2) realism, or the time when we
realize our small part as individuals in life as a whole, and that reality
therefore isn't an equivalence to our ego, but that we must use our brain to
create a change in the real world, 3) idealism, or the time when we accept our
mortality as human beings and thus instead wish to live for the permanent things
in life, which is the Ideal.
The life of Gilgamesh follows this pattern very
closely: in the beginning of his time as a king, he believes he cannot die, and
therefore have nothing to fear as an individual. As a result he becomes an
immature and reckless leader, without being able to appreciate life for what it
is, but life for what it could be.
When Enkidu dies and Gilgamesh is forced to face his existential problems, he
decides to travel with Urshanabi across the Ocean of Death, over to the Other
Side where he will find the wisdom of life (Abzu, "The Depth"). His
goal is to learn about himself and the world around him. This forms the
connection between the material and ideal world, death and life.
One could see this as a process of nihilism, where
all moral, ethical and utopian illusions are forced to pass through the filter
of reality, until only ideas connected to truth are left. When Utnapishtim,
lord of the Other Side, explains to Gilgamesh that he is not immortal - and all
his attempts to take use of the secrets and possibilities open to immortality,
fail - the once ruthless king now becomes a person in harmony with his inner
soul. The mortal limitations, the 1/3 human part of his being, teaches
Gilgamesh to not only live for the Ideal, but to accept and find meaning and
beauty in reality, here and now, without sorting for the illusions that
previously plagued his mind. He has become a nihilist and an idealist, loving
and caring for his people and the village in which he lives.
By accepting his mortality, and thus his humanity, Gilgamesh paradoxically is
able to live like a normal human being again - but at the same time fulfil his
ideal as a god. For according to the ancient Sumerian texts, Gilgamesh actually
becomes a god and continues to live for eternity. But an even more fascinating
secret in this text is the fulfilment of the structural intent behind
Gilgamesh's name. By splitting the name up into smaller words and translating
them into separate concepts, then merging these together linguistically, 'Gilgamesh'
translates into 'The Tree of Godlike Balance'. According to Sumerian mythology,
the tree was seen as an organic connection between Earth and Sky, the life of
the humans and life of the gods. The kings were often compared to a tree as in
a spiritual hierarchy.
Understanding the three phases in the life of
Gilgamesh, we also find a parallel to the linguistic meaning of his name:
Gilgamesh is the king that rises from the earthly life and ends up becoming a
god himself. He finds the connection between the material and the idealistic
world; he achieves balance between ideal and reality, thus both becoming human
but at the same time transcending all polarities and completing his 1/3 part to
become 3/3 part god. Metaphorically we therefore see Gilgamesh as a tree, which
forms a relationship between god and man, expressing idealism identical to the
ancient Indo-European religion, where gods were a natural part of the reality
of people.
This is a beautiful, transcendent work of prose, that much
like the Edda or the Iliad, is an essential piece of read when one is up in the
middle of life, looking for existential guidance, for truths and secrets, to
open up a new gateway that will clear all illusions imposed on us by modern
society, to free ourselves from the shackles of morality and guilt - and like
Gilgamesh did - rediscover life to learn how to accept its limitations,
possibilities, and inherent beauty; to learn how to live and love life as it
really is.